This morning I have done something that can never be forgiven. My wife made me do it even though I didn’t want to and in a way I feel very dirty but more importantly I feel humiliated.
I have never been made to do something like this before and after doing it once I vow never to do it again.
I don’t know at this point in our relationship we can mask over the cracks that she has opened up so badly.
I am a law abiding God loving citizen, but if because of another man she makes me do it again I will do her some permanent damage.